Madness slipped inside of me like a hand beneath my blouse—thieving and too truthful—while i find myself in fetals, wondering where Autumn went… crushed beneath someone’s shoes, as i feel crushed beneath these memories?
i’m nobody’s treasure (just a no one in a body), and though this mouth is paralyzed, i scream these words ten fingers, to grasp at everything i’ve lost. But what’s the point? i rise from moondust graves when the sun peaks my head in halos; and i hope, and i pray, that this day is one of life… but every time, i am sent to death in stars and in the shadows of the dark. And i fear i’ll only be disasters, thrown down the stairs ahead of life, while i try to learn to fall in ways that will not break my neck, my arm—my spirit…
but every ‘wild’ needs a ‘broken,’ and i’m afraid He’s beat you to it; mankind just likes it broken.
sometimes i feel like he broke me. and i hate that i let him.
sorry for this pity piece. i think i'm over this... it's just the times that i feel dirty... the times that i feel broken. and sometimes, i think i just blame him, because the only other option is myself.
please just ignore this. i'm tired of being a broken record, when i know everyone is going through far worse. i'll be better in no time! rest assured.
(i'm also tired of explaining: i feel i do not have the right. So i shall continue to hide behind these words--a coward: fav.me/d60tsgn)
Thank you so very, very much! Your description of my writing was just so beautiful and so touching. To have someone think that of my work just makes me smile and feel good! Thank you. You are very, very kind!
I hope I continue to write things worthy of such description, and also worthy of your wonder.
(If you ever see anything I can improve upon, please don't hesitate to let me know! I'm always trying to grow where I can [: )
So thank YOU, for your excellent work and your kind words. They mean the world to me.
Have a beautiful day! And keep writing!
I'll be sure to tell you if there is anything to be improved upon. Though I'm in no ways an expert; my main writing talent is in writing stories and scripts.
I've had this comment in my inbox for a while, and I apologize about not replying. I'll be honest in saying this left me speechless. You always give such lovely, uplifting words. I thank you! That, and I always enjoy hearing your opinion when you have the time to leave it.
Thank you! You're always such a bright and caring soul
Thank you, my dear. You are very kind...and in a painful way, I'm glad this could at least be beautiful: I think beauty makes the pain easier to look upon, yes? So thank you so very much for giving me your perspective. I really, deeply appreciate it
Best wishes, lovely! Have a fantastic day!!
Stop that thought right there!
You are a sweetheart, and you in no way offended or hurt me. There was a part of me hurt to begin with, and sometimes I write with that part. So I apologize for not turning her off when replying--I usually do. So here, the fault lies with me. I apologize! You truly are an amazingly caring person, and I thank you so very much for taking the time that you have to write me such lovely words. Thank you with all my heart. It's because of people like you that I feel able to keep writing
Keep smiling and may happiness come your way. If it doesn't... well, I'm here should you ever need a pair of ears
Have a great day, dearheart. You deserve it
I apologize so much for the late reply. My inbox is flooded.
But let me say: you are immeasurable.. perhaps we are more akin to one another than I had originally thought. Thank you for sharing your time, and a bit of yourself, lovely. Your words just struck me speechless... in a good way...because your kindness is so great. Thank you. I only wish I could say more, and have it mean something stronger... something correctly portraying of the emotion I'm feeling.
My holidays were grand. Completely! I spent them with my favorite person in the whole world . I hope yours went well, too! Thank you for spreading care and smiles wherever you go, too. I just feel the need to make sure you know how invaluable and precious that is... especially to me. Thank you. You, my dear, are a miracle.
Sorry, lately I've been very....uhmm...brain-dead? Yeah, that's a good word for it. Thus my unfortunate lack of deep responses or comments.
How have you been?
This is random, but you remind me so much of a friend of mine.....She is the absolute sweetest ever. Every single thing that comes out of her mouth is meant to make someone else's day a little better. I see lots of similarities
Your messages always make me smile and feel loved. Thank you so much!
and don't be too hard on yourself: I actually used to be super pessimistic! I had to retrain my brain to try and see the brighter sides. It's still super hard sometimes, and it's really easy to slip back into negative thought patterns. You just have to keep trying! Eventually it gets easier! That, and I'm surrounded by so many loving and caring people (such as your beautiful self ) that it just seems to be a conditioned response!
Well, obviously I've been super slow. We can be even? but really: don't worry! Any comment from you is a gift. and I hope you know you really don't have to comment or favorite, etc. Just your support is enough for me! Be it by your thoughts or your actual words. It always just means so much!
I've been fantastic, actually. Recently, everything just seems so bright! I really love the new year, too, because it brings with it so many new opportunities and beginnings. It's such a positive and delightful thought.
How have you been, love?
Aw. What a compliment! Thank you. That just made my day. I'm so glad I can help, really. It makes me feel so happy just to help spread some love.
You make me cry all the time... but with gratitude and appreciation. You are wonderful. I don't deserve such love. I really, really don't.
Nevertheless... thank you. Your words have given me confidence to keep going... I just feel so pathetic over letting myself be broken and then focusing on it. I need to stop. It's been a year, almost. I just sometimes have to wonder what's wrong with me?
Thank you. Truly. You are far too kind and patient with me.
I'm glad! Thanks so much for taking the time to leave a comment! I really, really appreciate that
Have a fantastic day! and don't forget to smile! You deserve to be happy! Best wishes, and thanks so very much, again!