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What do you do on the days depression is stronger than you, and when those days become more often than not?

I can't do this anymore.
I'm not strong enough.
Maybe I'll figure something out.
I want to delete my account, but maybe I'll leave it. Maybe I'll come back. Maybe I won't.
Thank you. For everything.


Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Horrible summary:
19 years old. INFJ (a paradox walking). A pagan seeking. Embittered (but sometimes I'm funny). Awkward personified. I have shaking hands and a growing mind. Strengths: losing all sense of self in a book, hyperventilating, stargazing, grinning over absolutely nothing, having existential crises, and holding a self-proclaimed world record for the most songs ever listened to in 19 years of life. Weaknesses: bios, summaries, breathing, relationships, any human contact really, normalcy, and letting go. All pieces are journalistic in nature, alluding to nonfiction events... and activity on this site can be compared to guerilla warfare.
Other interests:
cynicism, philanthropy (aware: contradiction. Contradiction: humans), becoming a tree, trees, and trees. Oh, look: trees.

My soundcloud for random spoken pieces and weird songs I tell myself I can sing okay:

My Spotify, if you want to bask (or cry, let's be honest :rofl:) in the feels with me:…
nullibicity: n. - the state of being nowhere; non-existence.

The better-looking, more creative counterpart (twin): :iconsoundlesswhispers:


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ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, beautiful Kelsi! :tighthug: :heart: :iconloveyouplz: :iconrainbowcakeplz: I hope you are doing well and have a very happy new year!!
LadyLincoln Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
I pray this little birthday wish reminds you of how loved you are. :heart:
SubLucidaSidera Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2016  Student Writer
Hey Sunflower, just a lil reminder that your face is nice and good things should happen around you :dummy:
a-girl-named-divine Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
hey there, lovely! we've never spoken before but I keep seeing your kind words of encouragement on my friends & fellow deviants' pages. you make a lot of people happy and you seem to be such an incredible person. I really hope you have a good day & that everything works out for you! much love <3
PennedinWhite Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Stopping by, just to say hi. 

Hope you are well. :heart:
LadyBitterblue Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2016   Writer
(You still have the most lovely, bright, sunflower-y smile of all. It's so hard to scroll past that on your page!)
I hope you're pulling through and getting to the good times now. You've earned yourself so much good, it has to start soon to fit entirely into the rest of your life. The universe has to have some sort of proper time schedule for that... It's all just around the corner, for sure.
I'm painting the sky at sunset with hope & love for you, fireheart. Or at least, I'll be wishing I could.

All the best
Kitty Boop
SubLucidaSidera Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2016  Student Writer
Happy dA birthday! Party PARTY HARD 

K so it was a few days ago but my internet was down which wasn't driving me mad at all nope not even one bit :dummy:
Anyway, hope you're happy and healthy, but more importantly I hope you've made at least one lovely cup of tea today! 

Love ya, Kels'! 
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seek-and-hide Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Dear Kelsi,

Thank you so much for your kind support.Flump Bounce 

azuline-furcula Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2016
lovely gallery. 
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unfaithfulstars Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2016  Student General Artist
Hope you're well, lovely soul! :tighthug: :heart: Have a great day!
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